Lucky I did not claim hour today. Both Jackie and Adeline did. Woke up at 6.15am to wash the clothes i worn during the Cruise trip. Then got myself ready to go to work.
Time pass rather fast today. Went to the doctor at 12pm to get medicine for my gastric pain. After eating the medicine, I felt very sleepy. Does the medicine cause drowsiness? No I do not think so. Guess I was plain tired.
After work, wanted to do manicure and pedicure. But they were too busy for me. Wanted to do something to my hair. But there was too little time to do so. Decided to just walk around to spend the time away. Took a taxi to The Pines at 6.30pm.
Met Jamie at the lobby. Only went to meet Cheryl Teo after Elaine and Samantha came. The whole evening was rather enjoyable. Did some catching up with all my girls. However, I was not feeling too well. Hot and cold. Had the sign of fever as well. Quite a number of food I could not eat as they were sour.
After the party, we headed to Orchard Road's Swensens. Shared french fries with Jamie and Samantha before heading home. Ben was so sweet. He had meant to pick Jamie up from The Pines. Went there to surprise her. However, as we were going to Orchard then, he followed us there. Only came out when we decided to go home. Will my boyfriend do such a thing? Never ever dream of it!!! He will rather spend his time on his bed sleeping. Always giving the excuse of him working and is very tired after work. Who will not be tired after work???
Anyway, that aside, I want to tell YOU that it seems like you and I are drifting apart. I am sure you agree. You may not say it out, but I can sense it. We are not like last time anymore. You confide in me, I confide in you. There seems to be a mask covering our face now. I no longer know what you are thinking, how you feel and the telepathy between us has disappear. Why is this so? I really do not know. Is the bond between us that weak? Just some small incidents and it can tear us apart? Maybe we were wrong in the first place. We were not what we thought we were in the first place. Everything was a pretence. Trying very hard to tell myself it is not true. But it is really hard for me to bluff myself as well.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
5:38 PM